Destined To Never Feel At Home

This quote from Polar Bear Club's song; Convinced I'm Wrong can be found in a dirty bus station shitter in downtown Omaha. The bus ride there from Kansas City is only about 3.5 hours but, while trying to ignore all the drunks and rednecks it gives you a lot of time to think.

It is a pretty empty thought

To be traveling between the two cities that conjure my darkest lonelinesses

With it's red bricked roads crooked under my feet

Dirty brook with the homeless that inhabit it

And the spray of the fountain's cold colorful bursts

Omaha is a giant tar and concrete monument
I loom in the shadow of my closest failure

With it's sleepy garden of expensive arts
Century old medieval workhouse full of beauty and adventure
And how her ghost lingers on every corner and street 

Kansas City is a writhing cold-sweat
I wade through relics of old addictions

Sometimes,
I Wish I Were Dead

-Skem3